My lovely tiny friend will soon receive a letter from me. Look up, lovely, and pray.

Dear S,

Lately I have been thinking of this one girl. She was very normal, ok at school, except in gymnastics. She never was the most popular girl at school, and she didn't find herself beautiful. But she was always thinking of the others happiness. So, when her mom (with whom she lived) wanted to go on the road with her new boyfriend, she moved to her dads place across the country, where it was always raining - the opposite of her old home full of sunshine. And then, she went to school, where she met the most perfect creature in the whole wide world. She met Edward and she fell in love.
So now we come to the part where I was thinking. If and when we think of what is the best to the others - we get the best for ourselves. Because you know, I don't think that the girl was excited about moving to a rainy place, far from everything. But the fact that her mom got to the road with her boyfriend, made her mom happy and that made her happy, too. I know that sometimes it is hard to think what would be the best for the others and even if you knew it, it would be hard to do it. Because we all want to eat our own lunch - not give it to someone who has left his own home. We should think about the consequences. You never know, if the love of your life would take you to dinner, 'cause you are hungry 'cause the fact that you gave your lunch away.
And from here we come to the fact that what we do to brethrens' of our, we do it to God.
So when and why, do we come so fucking SELFISH? When do we turn our heads down from others worries and stare only to the hands of ours, the hands that we taught to serve to us and only us?